I usually hate christmas. The consumer society. People acting. Family gatherings. Everything about it.
This year I almost skipped visiting my family. But I knew I would make a few people happy just by showing up. And there would be a lot of drinking. How bad can it be?
It was good. No stress. No presents. It was super relaxed. And to my surprise I really enjoyed it. For the first time in years.
I was never much of a family person. I think they are awesome, don’t get me wrong, I just felt like a “black sheep”.
This is about to change I feel. I guess since I will be a dad in a few weeks myself – this is still very unreal to me haha – and the fact I am starting my own little family, it plays an increasing role in my life.